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In places no one will find All your feelings so deep inside It was then that I realized That forever was in your eyes The moment I saw you cry
Currently looking for a new blogskin! Will change soon when I'm free.
Maybe I'm switching to Livejournal, or probably Xanga. Hmm.. Which is better? Both both are equally difficult to use eh.
Whatever. Bye.
8:30 PM
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
You don't know how you have been on my mind each passing moment.
I don't want to see that you have the whole world weighing on you. I don't want to know how much I have hurt you.
I told you I couldn't stand the sound of my mp3 playing into my ears.. But what I couldn't tell you was how much those songs reminded me of you. I couldn't stand how I am now that one those sad songs are playing for.
But for what's done is done, one thing will never change.
And that is I love you still..
8:57 PM
Monday, April 21, 2008
LeAnn Rimes - Probably wouldn't be this way
Got a date a week from Friday with the preacher's son Everybody says he's crazy I'll have to see
I finally moved to Jackson when the summer came I won't have to pay that boy to rake my leaves
I'm probably going on and on It seems I'm doing more of that these days
I probably wouldn't be this way I probably wouldn't hurt so bad I never pictured every minute without you in it Oh You left so fast Sometimes I see you standing there Sometimes it's like I'm losing touch Sometimes I feel that I'm so lucky to have had the chance to love this much God gave me a moment's grace 'Cause if I'd never seen your face I probably wouldn't be this way
Mama says that I just shouldn't speak to you Susan says that I should just move on
You oughta see the way these people look at me When they see me 'round here talking to this stone
Everybody thinks I've lost my mind But I just take it day by day
I probably wouldn't be this way I probably wouldn't hurt so bad I never pictured every minute without you in it Oh You left so fast Sometimes I see you standing there Sometimes I feel an angel's touch Sometimes I feel that I'm so lucky to have had the chance to love this much God gave me a moment's grace 'Cause if I'd never seen your face I probably wouldn't be this way
I Probably wouldn't be this way
Got A Date a week from Friday with a preacher's son Everybody says I'm crazy Guess I'll have to see..
10:06 PM
Has been a long, long day.. Frankly I'm quite tired now, but guess I'd end off the day with this post.
Slept rather late yesterday, but I still managed to wake up at 5am. Cool huh, just when my alarm went off, I jumped out of the bed, like I couldn't wait to get out of the dream I was just sleeping through.
Felt terribly sucky in the morning. Qianyi walked pass with a few words of concern, thankyou. (: You made my day, haha..
Oh, I passed social studies, 7/13. Hah, considering I didn't really touch the book, I was rather surprised when he called out my name as those half who did pass.
Bio remedial was just a waste of time. Nevertheless, Phua and Haziq managed to bring some laughter. Lols.
Went to the bandroom for the POP meeting till 5, decided that bus was too much of energy, so I cabbed back instead.
I'm super tired. Just back from swimming at yx's. Swam like a few laps only, then we chat throughout. Was nice. The pool brought back fond memories of the past..
Whole day went pass just like that. With a little of thoughts here and there. I managed to pull through. It didn't felt like it was a day. More of a year.. Oh wells. Smile.
Alright, I'll end here. Take care, bye.
8:38 PM
Saturday, April 19, 2008
LeAnn Rimes - Some say love
Some say love is a river, That drowns the tender ring. Some say love is a razor, That leads your soul to bleed. Some say love is a hunger, An endless aching need. I say love is a flower, And you its only seed.
It's the heart afraid of breaking That never learns to dance. It's the dream afraid of waking That never takes the chance. It's the one who won't be taken Who cannot seem to be. And the soul afraid of dying, That never learns to live.
And the night has been too lonely And the road has been too long. And you feel that road is onl For the lucky and the strong.
Just remember In the winter Far beneath the bitter snow, Lies a seed, That with the Sun's love, In the Spring becomes a Rose.
12:00 PM
Thursday, April 17, 2008
Young and talented. It sure takes a whole lot of maturity to sing that well. Must watch! (:
Anyway, I've been pretty hardworking these few days cos I've been studying. *pats back*
Gonna study later too! Yeah yeah.
Going town tmr! Yess, shopping, like finally. :D Watching Definitely Maybe! Tell ya all if it's nice soon. (:
WKC's debut concert on Sat. Church on sun. And again, it's the start of a whole new week.... With more tests and more tests....
Okay I'm gonna bathe now.
Byebye (:
6:29 PM
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul and you learn that love doesn't mean possession and company doesn't mean security. And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes ahead with the grace of an adult not the grief of a child. And you learn to build your roads today because tomorrows ground is too uncertain for plans and futures have ways of falling down in mid-flight. After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much so you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure that you really are strong and you really do have worth and you learn and you learn...
- Amanda Chng
And I learnt,
That our doubts are disloyal and that makes us lose what we could achieve, if it weren't for the fear of trying.
My fear would be myself, of what I'm willing to do.
Be brave and know that you are not the only one who has walked this path. Your path is your own and in time you will find your way.
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In places no one will find All your feelings so deep inside It was then that I realized That forever was in your eyes The moment I saw you cry
Currently looking for a new blogskin! Will change soon when I'm free.
Maybe I'm switching to Livejournal, or probably Xanga. Hmm.. Which is better? Both both are equally difficult to use eh.
Whatever. Bye.
8:30 PM
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
You don't know how you have been on my mind each passing moment.
I don't want to see that you have the whole world weighing on you. I don't want to know how much I have hurt you.
I told you I couldn't stand the sound of my mp3 playing into my ears.. But what I couldn't tell you was how much those songs reminded me of you. I couldn't stand how I am now that one those sad songs are playing for.
But for what's done is done, one thing will never change.
And that is I love you still..
8:57 PM
Monday, April 21, 2008
LeAnn Rimes - Probably wouldn't be this way
Got a date a week from Friday with the preacher's son Everybody says he's crazy I'll have to see
I finally moved to Jackson when the summer came I won't have to pay that boy to rake my leaves
I'm probably going on and on It seems I'm doing more of that these days
I probably wouldn't be this way I probably wouldn't hurt so bad I never pictured every minute without you in it Oh You left so fast Sometimes I see you standing there Sometimes it's like I'm losing touch Sometimes I feel that I'm so lucky to have had the chance to love this much God gave me a moment's grace 'Cause if I'd never seen your face I probably wouldn't be this way
Mama says that I just shouldn't speak to you Susan says that I should just move on
You oughta see the way these people look at me When they see me 'round here talking to this stone
Everybody thinks I've lost my mind But I just take it day by day
I probably wouldn't be this way I probably wouldn't hurt so bad I never pictured every minute without you in it Oh You left so fast Sometimes I see you standing there Sometimes I feel an angel's touch Sometimes I feel that I'm so lucky to have had the chance to love this much God gave me a moment's grace 'Cause if I'd never seen your face I probably wouldn't be this way
I Probably wouldn't be this way
Got A Date a week from Friday with a preacher's son Everybody says I'm crazy Guess I'll have to see..
10:06 PM
Has been a long, long day.. Frankly I'm quite tired now, but guess I'd end off the day with this post.
Slept rather late yesterday, but I still managed to wake up at 5am. Cool huh, just when my alarm went off, I jumped out of the bed, like I couldn't wait to get out of the dream I was just sleeping through.
Felt terribly sucky in the morning. Qianyi walked pass with a few words of concern, thankyou. (: You made my day, haha..
Oh, I passed social studies, 7/13. Hah, considering I didn't really touch the book, I was rather surprised when he called out my name as those half who did pass.
Bio remedial was just a waste of time. Nevertheless, Phua and Haziq managed to bring some laughter. Lols.
Went to the bandroom for the POP meeting till 5, decided that bus was too much of energy, so I cabbed back instead.
I'm super tired. Just back from swimming at yx's. Swam like a few laps only, then we chat throughout. Was nice. The pool brought back fond memories of the past..
Whole day went pass just like that. With a little of thoughts here and there. I managed to pull through. It didn't felt like it was a day. More of a year.. Oh wells. Smile.
Alright, I'll end here. Take care, bye.
8:38 PM
Saturday, April 19, 2008
LeAnn Rimes - Some say love
Some say love is a river, That drowns the tender ring. Some say love is a razor, That leads your soul to bleed. Some say love is a hunger, An endless aching need. I say love is a flower, And you its only seed.
It's the heart afraid of breaking That never learns to dance. It's the dream afraid of waking That never takes the chance. It's the one who won't be taken Who cannot seem to be. And the soul afraid of dying, That never learns to live.
And the night has been too lonely And the road has been too long. And you feel that road is onl For the lucky and the strong.
Just remember In the winter Far beneath the bitter snow, Lies a seed, That with the Sun's love, In the Spring becomes a Rose.
12:00 PM
Thursday, April 17, 2008
Young and talented. It sure takes a whole lot of maturity to sing that well. Must watch! (:
Anyway, I've been pretty hardworking these few days cos I've been studying. *pats back*
Gonna study later too! Yeah yeah.
Going town tmr! Yess, shopping, like finally. :D Watching Definitely Maybe! Tell ya all if it's nice soon. (:
WKC's debut concert on Sat. Church on sun. And again, it's the start of a whole new week.... With more tests and more tests....
Okay I'm gonna bathe now.
Byebye (:
6:29 PM
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul and you learn that love doesn't mean possession and company doesn't mean security. And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes ahead with the grace of an adult not the grief of a child. And you learn to build your roads today because tomorrows ground is too uncertain for plans and futures have ways of falling down in mid-flight. After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much so you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure that you really are strong and you really do have worth and you learn and you learn...
- Amanda Chng
And I learnt,
That our doubts are disloyal and that makes us lose what we could achieve, if it weren't for the fear of trying.
My fear would be myself, of what I'm willing to do.
Be brave and know that you are not the only one who has walked this path. Your path is your own and in time you will find your way.