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Saturday, April 26, 2008

Moved!
www.xanga.com/pupeng
5:35 PM
Wednesday, April 23, 2008



In places no one will find
All your feelings so deep inside
It was then that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry




Currently looking for a new blogskin!
Will change soon when I'm free.

Maybe I'm switching to Livejournal, or probably Xanga. Hmm.. Which is better?
Both both are equally difficult to use eh.

Whatever.
Bye.
8:30 PM
Tuesday, April 22, 2008

You don't know how you have been on my mind each passing moment.



I don't want to see that you have the whole world weighing on you.
I don't want to know how much I have hurt you.








I told you I couldn't stand the sound of my mp3 playing into my ears..
But what I couldn't tell you was how much those songs reminded me of you.
I couldn't stand how I am now that one those sad songs are playing for.



But for what's done is done, one thing will never change.


And that is I love you still..
8:57 PM
Monday, April 21, 2008

LeAnn Rimes - Probably wouldn't be this way

Got a date a week from Friday with the preacher's son
Everybody says he's crazy
I'll have to see

I finally moved to Jackson when the summer came
I won't have to pay that boy to rake my leaves

I'm probably going on and on
It seems I'm doing more of that these days

I probably wouldn't be this way
I probably wouldn't hurt so bad
I never pictured every minute without you in it
Oh You left so fast
Sometimes I see you standing there
Sometimes it's like I'm losing touch
Sometimes I feel that I'm so lucky to have had the chance to love this much
God gave me a moment's grace
'Cause if I'd never seen your face
I probably wouldn't be this way

Mama says that I just shouldn't speak to you
Susan says that I should just move on

You oughta see the way these people look at me
When they see me 'round here talking to this stone

Everybody thinks I've lost my mind
But I just take it day by day

I probably wouldn't be this way
I probably wouldn't hurt so bad
I never pictured every minute without you in it
Oh You left so fast
Sometimes I see you standing there
Sometimes I feel an angel's touch
Sometimes I feel that I'm so lucky to have had the chance to love this much
God gave me a moment's grace
'Cause if I'd never seen your face
I probably wouldn't be this way

I Probably wouldn't be this way

Got A Date a week from Friday with a preacher's son
Everybody says I'm crazy
Guess I'll have to see..
10:06 PM

Has been a long, long day.. Frankly I'm quite tired now, but guess I'd end off the day with this post.


Slept rather late yesterday, but I still managed to wake up at 5am. Cool huh, just when my alarm went off, I jumped out of the bed, like I couldn't wait to get out of the dream I was just sleeping through.


Felt terribly sucky in the morning. Qianyi walked pass with a few words of concern, thankyou. (: You made my day, haha..


Oh, I passed social studies, 7/13. Hah, considering I didn't really touch the book, I was rather surprised when he called out my name as those half who did pass.


Bio remedial was just a waste of time. Nevertheless, Phua and Haziq managed to bring some laughter. Lols.

Went to the bandroom for the POP meeting till 5, decided that bus was too much of energy, so I cabbed back instead.

I'm super tired. Just back from swimming at yx's. Swam like a few laps only, then we chat throughout.
Was nice. The pool brought back fond memories of the past..


Whole day went pass just like that. With a little of thoughts here and there. I managed to pull through. It didn't felt like it was a day. More of a year.. Oh wells. Smile.

Alright, I'll end here.
Take care, bye.
8:38 PM
Saturday, April 19, 2008



LeAnn Rimes - Some say love

Some say love
is a river,
That drowns the tender ring.
Some say love
is a razor,
That leads your soul to bleed.
Some say love
is a hunger,
An endless aching need.
I say love
is a flower,
And you its only seed.


It's the heart afraid of breaking
That never learns to dance.
It's the dream afraid of waking
That never takes the chance.
It's the one who won't be taken
Who cannot seem to be.
And the soul afraid of dying,
That never learns to live.


And the night has been too lonely
And the road has been too long.
And you feel that road is onl
For the lucky and the strong.

Just remember
In the winter
Far beneath the bitter snow,
Lies a seed,
That with the Sun's love,
In the Spring
becomes a Rose.





12:00 PM
Thursday, April 17, 2008

Young and talented.
It sure takes a whole lot of maturity to sing that well. Must watch! (:




Anyway, I've been pretty hardworking these few days cos I've been studying. *pats back*

Gonna study later too! Yeah yeah.

Going town tmr! Yess, shopping, like finally. :D
Watching Definitely Maybe! Tell ya all if it's nice soon. (:


WKC's debut concert on Sat. Church on sun.
And again, it's the start of a whole new week.... With more tests and more tests....

Okay I'm gonna bathe now.



Byebye (:
6:29 PM
Wednesday, April 16, 2008

After a while you learn
the subtle difference between
holding a hand and chaining a soul
and you learn that love doesn't mean possession
and company doesn't mean security.
And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts
and presents aren't promises
and you begin to accept your defeats
with your head up and your eyes ahead
with the grace of an adult not the grief of a child.
And you learn to build your roads today
because tomorrows ground is too uncertain for plans
and futures have ways of falling down in mid-flight.
After a while you learn that even sunshine burns
if you get too much
so you plant your own garden
and decorate your own soul
instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.
And you learn that you really can endure
that you really are strong
and you really do have worth
and you learn
and you learn...

- Amanda Chng





And I learnt,

That our doubts are disloyal
and that makes us lose what we could achieve,
if it weren't for the fear of trying.


My fear would be myself, of what I'm willing to do.


Be brave and know that you are not the only one who has walked this path.
Your path is your own and in time you will find your way.


I'm brave!!
7:42 PM